11 posts from กุมภาพันธ์ 2008

Sometimes I don't like myself
And it's making me sad
Sometimes I don't want to go to
Where we first met

Sometimes I don't want to remember
All the things we've done
Cause sometimes when I do that
I get this pain inside
And I want to run

Run to where I'm safe from harm
Safe from all the things you've told me
Run away from all this pain
Cause you were never there to...hold me

Where were you when I needed you
When I felt too bad
Where have you been in my darkest hours
When I felt so sad that I could not be in your arms
Sometimes I know it hurts
Sometimes I feel deserted
But where were you when I needed you

...
Same old blues

Sometimes I don't know myself
And I feel surprised
About the things that I did to keep you
Until I realized

That you were never there for me
When I needed you the most
Although I'm free
Can do what I want
I still ask myself what I've lost

.........

Same old blues

Me and my little sister "Kokok" use to go hunt the celebrity together XD

But for now since she's busy with her university.

So, I'm always go alone by myself TT^TT~

So many people ask me about her...

That anychance to see us together again?? Sure you can!!!~

Just wait for SE7EN to come and then you will see us together again .. haha XD

So, this post will only me and my sister

If you hate us then just ignore this post .. hahaha XD

Kokok is too busy with P'Bank now ka XD

He's gonna debut as a duo singer called "1011"

with our "SeBON" ......

Actually, I'm not anti P'Bon na ka

I'm adore him as one of a SE7EN big fan

But by the time I have listen his solo single then I have to think it twice

Don't you think it's too accidentally like SE7EN song???

Ok, let's stop ... don't wanna talk about it anymore =______=;

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Let's talk about myself .. hahaha XD

Well, I want to warning every girls

If you love to eat a junk food (like me) you should quit now!!!~

I'm getting fatter day by day b'cuz of a junk food =____________=;

Yahhhhh ... this is a really silly post XD

Gotta stop it now .. blah blah blah ... stop!!!!!!~

Kangta oppa is such an angel from the sky.

With his beautiful face, wonderful voice and genius brain.

He can do everything to be perfect!!!~

No wonder why everyone has fall for him rite???

Me too!!!~

First I love to hear his voice when he sang his song.

And when we met ....

By the time he called my name.

All I want to hear is his voice repeat my name, time and time again.

Remember my story about one foreigner customer???

:: That years summer story ::

I'm really glad to know that he love my Kangta oppa's song.

And it's happend once again!!!!~

Someone has send me a message.

With a sweet word to explain how she love his music.

Here is her message......

You may be surprised that there is a stranger writing to u. You are about to find out why im writing to u.

Someday in during last 2 week, I tried to find the song 'i love you for sentimental reasons'. I accidentally found the one sung by Kang Ta - ur favorite guy. I never heard about this guy before.....or maybe im too old. Well, im only 26 - so just older than u but i guess im not too old for this 55555. Anyway, I have never listened to this version before. As i listened to it, i felt in love with this version right away. I have tried to look for this song online to download it with many attempts but i couldnt find it naka. So i would like to ask u whether u can send me this song dai mai ka? I do love it a loooooooooooooooooooooot ka. Pls pls pls

Thank u so much for uploading this version so i could have a chance to experience this romantic song with the good piano background.

Dear P' LookNou ka .....

Here is a link to download that song na ka

http://www.mediafire.com/?ec1hrl0o4dm

Hope you will enjoy with it ka ... take care na ka ^^

*Special thanks to P'Jeab Sugao:Kangtathailand.com

For sharin' the link to d/l ka

Sorry I'm late I'm very busy yesterday.

Hope you will understand but you do know I love you everyday, do you??

My baby Changmin : I love you!!!~

I didn't even know how to stop thinking of you.

You didn't see me, you didn't even notice me.

But I still thinking about you every minute of everyday.

Happy B'day my baby Choikang : SaRangHaeYo ....

It's not about you're flirting me or something

but the truth is .....

I'm totally lost in your solo single!!!~

It's really really cool~ >///<

I really love "Runaway" but for me "My Girlfriend" is just ok!!~

I'm not impress in your English much.

Ahh .. hey, I didn't say you're not good!!!~

You're good but umm ... well I should better left unsaid TT^TT sorry!!

I don't know what to do!!!~

My friends are never stop trying to remind me about how Yoochun pay attention

on me in front of press conference room.

I try to explain that he didn't flirt me.

He treat me like a kid that what you call flirting????

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Anyway, if you guys are not stop

and next time Changmin still ignore me....

I will flirt Micky by myself .. hahaha XD

When I was a high school student

I'm really be apathetic with a punich by detention.

See how bad I am??? Hahaha XD

And now it's happend again @ my office

My boss change my position, now I have to sit in front of his room.

So, he can see me everytime he want. TT^TT~

I can't do anything, I don't have even a time to create new banner for my blog.

I could be a main actress in Anyband music series now XD

Even I love Anyclub more ((Park Teddy's voice is so IRRESISTIBLE >.<))

Where are Anyband?? Let's help me .. I can't TPL!!!~

Well, today is a Valentine day then I have to say

"Happy Valentine day to all of you"

Today I'm wearing a beautiful pink dress

but I still feel bad 'cuz I miss my lucky boy somuch

Last year I have gave him a valentine chocolate by myself remember???

A valentine day with SE7EN (in Thailand)

and today is complete 1 year since he left Thailand (with official visit)

I feel really bad 'cuz I never have to wait him for a year like this!!!~

He love to come to Thailand often but now what happend???

Where is he now?? I really miss him TT^TT~

"SE7EN my love for you will grow up everyday, everyday!"

You know I'm stuck with you, everywhere is all around by seven!!!~

((Special thanks 2 P'Champ 4 let me borrow your subway ticket and even your hands))

Hahahaha XD

I'm Park KookkoO ... and I have a Park curse!!!

Why it's have to be me??? Why only me??????

Why I'm always have a tease by Mr. Park or every guys who have a surname

as Park always be a teaser????

First!! :: Park Choongjae ((JunJin)) Shinhwa

Warkkkkkk .... why this pic??? Why why why????

Ok, take two!!!!~

O_o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

Oh, ok .. I think I should back to the post =____=;;

Well, on Aug 18, 2006

I have a chance to meet & greet with Shinhwa

and of couse since Junjin oppa is my favorite member among Shinhwa

then I have to choose to stand beside him when we take a piccha

The thing is "He pinch on my cheek" after we finish

He pinch me really really hardddddddddddd!!!!~

everyone are look at me and him

some of them are scream a little, some of them are laughing

But if you were me you will understand

I don't want to be a child in his eyes TT^TT~ if you know what I mean.

Oppa!! Why you have to treat me like a kid??? I hate you XP

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2nd :: Park Jungsu ((Lee Teuk)) Super Junior

 

Opps!!!~ Sorry... take two again >.<

Ok, about my older twins ... hahaha XD

I use to post about him and me once TT^TT~

Super Junior and me!!!~ (( Lee Teukie + Lee Sungmin story ))

He treat me like a kid again. TT_______________TT~

As same as Junjin oppa do!!! Why why why????

Lee Teukie oppa!!!~ Please tell me why?????

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Last :: Park Yoochun ((Micky)) TVXQ

Oh oh oh!!!~ Take two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

Awww, >///< cute

But hold on ..... the last time I lost my chance to talk to Changmin

B'cuz of you!!!!~

If you're not stop in front of me, if you're not trying to play with me

if you're just walk pass by and let me run to Changmin

then I can talk to him, then I can give him a Valentine chocolate

Why why why???? Why you have to treat me like a child????

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Dear all my Mr. Park ....

Park Choongjae, Park Jungsu, Park Yoochun

Thank you for your kind, thank you for see me

and thank you for show your tender feeling to me.

But don't treat me like a child!!!!~

I'm 21 years old and I'm try to be a perfect lady now!!!~

Don't you know I'm in love!!!~

ChangminAhhh ... I'm in love with you

I feel very bad when you're just walk away, and didn't even see me.

You hurt me so much but I'm still loving you.

What can I do???

น้องขวัญจ๋า ... ยินดีด้วยนะจ๊า ในที่สุดก็จะเรียนจบมอออออ .. หก หก หก แว้ววววว~ XD

หนูขวัญ .. ขวัญใจของเจ้ ขอแสดงความยินดีด้วยจ้า

อยากให้หนูขวัญตั้งใจเรียนต่อไปนะ ความพยายามอยู่ที่ไหน มันก็อยู่ที่นั่นต่อไปนั่นแหละ 5555+

เพราะว่าถ้าเราหมดความพยายาม เราก็จะไม่สำเร็จสักทีน่ะสิ

อย่าหยุดพยายามนะ ไม่งั้นเราจะไม่มีแรงส่ง เราจะไม่มีแรงแอคทีฟ

ตั้งใจนะ ตั้งใจให้มาก ๆ จ้ะ อนาคตที่ดีรออยู่ข้างหน้านะ

ขอให้เข้ามหาลัยดี ๆ เลือกคณะที่เราชอบ และมั่นใจว่าจะต้องทำได้ดี

จากนี้ชีวิตของหนูต่อไปภายภาคหน้าจามีฟามสุขขึ้นเย๊อออออออ ... เลย กรั่กๆๆ

จำคำของชางมินไว้ให้ดีนะจ๊ะ ...

"ถ้าไม่อยากโง่ ก็จงไปเรียนซะ"

กรั่กๆๆ ชางมินนายเจ๋งจริงว่ะ ... XD

จำวันที่ชางมินจบการศึกษาได้รึป่าว ... เค้าภูมิใจแล้วก็มีฟามสุขมั่ก ๆ เลยน้า

มีคนไปให้กำลังใจเค้ามากมาย .. มีคนที่รักเค้ามากมาย อย่างหนูกับเจ้ไง

หนูรู้ใช่ไม๊ ว่าสิ่งที่เค้าได้รับมันมาจากตัวเค้าเอง

ทำตัวเองให้มีคุณค่า ให้น่ารัก และน่าสนับสนุนเข้าไว้นะ คนอื่นจะเข้าหาหนูเอง

คิดแต่สิ่งดี ๆ มีจิตใจที่ดีนะคะ .. อย่างที่เจ้ชอบพูดบ่อย ๆ ไง

"จิตใต้สำนึก มันส่งผลถึงหน้าตา

อย่าให้นิสัยขี้เหร่ เราจะขี้เหร่ตามไปด้วย"

5555+ XD ท่องให้ขึ้นใจนะ คำของลุง(ชางมิน)และป้า(กุ๊กกู่) กรั่ก ๆๆ

เจ้รักและจะเป็นกำลังใจให้หนูขวัญตลอดไปน้า

เด็กดีของเจ้ ((และชางมิน))... สู้ตายจ้า ^^

 

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กรั่ก ๆ ๆ ๆ ... กะลาครอบนี้ขอมอบให้แด่น้องขวัญเพียงผู้เดียว ....

ปล. แต่เจ้โดนนังแหยมคุง ยูชอนแกล้งเอาอ่ะ TT^TT~ หนูขวัญต้องเอาคืนให้เจ้นะ ...

I'm so sorry but I have to quit!!!~

I want to say thank you to everyone who support me and this project.

But since it's a lot of thing happend and I can't handle it.

I have to say goodbye~

Thank you so much I will never forget you guys

:: all my lovely team and all my beloved member ::

Have to say goodbye
Please don't ask me why
When the love is gone
Two hearts are broken
I cannot help it my love still alive

When the time has come
You got to be strong
And you got to live on
See the distant light
It's shining so bright
It'll will show you the way
'Cause the world is for you I feel
You can make it I know you will

When the day goes by and the nights closin' in
I can get no sleep
I walk alone through the streets
Though I'm back on my feet
Girl it's breaking my heart
But there will be a chance for me
I'll make it now 'cause I'm free

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ChangminAhhh ... I'm so sorry but I love you!!!!~

Like I've told you guys TVXQ has come to Thailand yesterday.

To promoted their new Yamaha CF

My request to join the press conference is has been reject.

But I have met them before the press conference anyway.

I have met Xiah JunSu and Micky Yoochun first.

And Micky has smiled for me, wave to me while he walk passed me.

It's make me very nervous then I try to hide my eyes away from him.

And while I'm try to hide away from Micky ....

Changmin has walk pass me!!!~ =_______________=;;

So, all I can see is his back ......

I didn't know that he's saw me or not

all I know is "I really want to cry"

Micky!!!~ I hate you ... I missed to talk to Changmin b'cuz of you!!!~

ChangminAhhh .. the one I love is you not Micky TT^TT~

Please believe me, come back and give me one more chance!!!~

I have done new hair style b'cuz you said you like a girl with long hair.

I love my short hair and never live with a long hair before.

D' u know how hard I have to try???

I hate you that you didn't even see me (did you??)